My name is Sujana
Pulivarti and yesterday, like most other days for the past 5 was
frustrating, melancholic times infinity, and I ended the day at 2:30 in the
afternoon. I spent the day making calls,
trying to work on my resume and called a certain doctor who, when I called him
to help me get an internship with a nurse who is a compliance officer. I have a JD with a concentration in
Healthcare Law and I’m pretty knowledgeable in it. He cut me off, replying, “you can’t work,
even if you did work, everyone will find out eventually and you will be fired.”
Then he continued to go on about how my brother could help me run a car
wash. I then responded with offer to
create a compliance plan for his office for free. The going rate is usually around 7,000 I
believe. He still didn’t want it.
I attempted to start the business and got one doctor
interested but then he suddenly declined.
He didn’t exactly mention my mental state, but he did indeed allude to
it. “Oh, I don’t think you’re up for it
right now.” I was angry, because I knew
it was the original doctor or the wife.
I called him yesterday, saying he didn’t know me very well and that I
had accomplished a lot and working home doing nonsensical freelancing in this
small town in which I had no friends was the result of my worsening
depression. I ended the phone call,
apologizing.
This was not the first time I was rejected. I also offer free legal advice on Medicare,
Medicaid, and pretty much anything else.
No one wants it for I am “consumer”, not Sujana Pulivarti. Helping others and giving advice to people
makes me feel like I’m a worthy as a human being. I helped a couple of people but that is not
enough, I want more. Helping others
makes me happy, it is part of recovery process.
Hopefully, by writing these posts, I hope to gain some self-esteem, some
calm. I have never believed in myself
but maybe courage, and confidence is in everyone, I just haven’t dug deeper
enough yet. don’t think you’re up for it
right now.” I was angry, because I knew
it was the original doctor or the wife.
I called him yesterday, saying he didn’t know me very well and that I
had accomplished a lot and working home doing nonsensical freelancing in this
small town in which I had no friends was the result of my worsening
depression. I ended the phone call,
apologizing.
This was not the first time I was rejected. I also offer free legal advice on Medicare,
Medicaid, and pretty much anything else.
No one wants it for I am “consumer”, not Sujana Pulivarti. Helping others and giving advice to people
makes me feel like I’m a worthy as a human being. I helped a couple of people but that is not
enough, I want more. Helping others
makes me happy, it is part of recovery process.
Hopefully, by writing these posts, I hope to gain some self-esteem, some
calm. I have never believed in myself
but maybe courage, and confidence is in everyone, I just haven’t dug deeper
enough yet.
- Good Student
